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I am going to KILL Hera Warbeck.

Not only do I have a rather smashing hangover, but my back hurts. Why? I've a rather large tattoo along the base of it consisting of eyes and a dragonfly in greenish blues and and purples. How am I to explain this to Marcus and Angie? I'm supposed to be a lady.

Daphne's in trouble. I dreamed it. I saw it happen. Now I can not go back to sleep. I will handle this when the sun has risen.

I can't sleep in there. I know what they did. Marcus will wait until I fall alseep on the sofa and carry me back to the bed. I will dream of them and things I am not a part of. Perhaps my role in this was to bring them together and slip away. Perhaps when I rushed them, I changed my part. I do not see myself at all.

I had a dream. Now I can not sleep. I know what I saw to be true. She left. I did not know it would come to pass so quickly.

She also knows what holds her to this world.

I have been trying to sleep on the couch for the last few nights. Marcus keeps waiting until I fall asleep and carrying me to the bed. He's already peeked in on me twice tonight, but I am obviously not alseep. He does not approach. I think he senses my need to be alone for now.

The conversation I had with Daphne keeps running through my mind.

I stayed home today. I feel so tired. I asked Kit to bring over anything I needed to sign. I think I will go back to sleep for now.

Someone sent me scones from the Happy hearth today... anonymously. When I ate them, I had thoughts of both Marcus and Angelina. I wonder what that is about. Should owl Marcus. Musn't be inattentive.

I could not have seen this on my best day.

I have teeth marks bruised into my shoulder. Is it sad that I feel especially wanted right now?

*Errands in Diagon today - will be out of the office most of the afternoon.
*Must secure flowers for Savage funeral tommorrow. Will probably attend.
*Lunch at Happy Hearth? Maybe
*Pop into Knockturn? No. Will not.

I have taken a personal day from work. I have no clue why. I feel fine. Something just told me to stay close to home today.

There was a box before my door this morning. It contained Tarot cards. No tag. Curious.

I think I will step out for groceries.

Charlie Weasley and my sister are a perfect match.

I have yet to see him since being here - not that I stay. I have my own tiny flat in Diagon. Once I am working again, I must see to something bigger. It is not really large enough for me to live there let alone Daphne as well. I am glad she can stay with him, in a way. There's no way we'd have room at my place. I am beginning to think I was better off staying at the Leaky Cauldron.

I digress.

Daphne and Charlie need to get married and go live on a trash heap. They are terrible slobs. I have not even seen Charlie, yet I have picked up more of his clothing than I ever suspected possible. Thank goodness Aleksey made me learn a few basic cleaning charms "just in case". I've used them more this weekend than I ever did before. Perhaps I will save some money and look into getting them a house-elf. They need it. I would go ahead and look into it, but I haven't the money. I must owl my boss and see if my transfer to the British Ministry is even a possibility. I would like to go back to work this week. Daphne has an amulet with a tracing charm on it around her ankle. She's settle back in. She doesn't need me hovering.

I feel a bit strange being here and cleaning things, but Daphne doesn't mind, and she says if Charlie did, he'd say. The both of them are entirely too calm in regards to the cleanliness of their personal living space. Daphne tends to just toss her knickers on the nearest surface within the area she removed them. I stay with her during the days. We both read. Sometimes I do my owl correspondance. I must see to acquiring lunch soon. Daphne does not eat nearly as much as she should. She's looking unhealthy. Then I shall write my boss.

Perhaps I will look into a library memebership. I can not afford to buy any more books from Flourish and Blotts and still eat.